Ciaooooo
I cannot explain how much i have missed to speak italian. I hate english! I just hate it! I write it hee because i feel i have to if i want someone to read these! I afraid i have forgotten speaking it beacause it's been nearly one month i have spoken loudly. I havent heard myself speaking it. F.ck!
I am not sure if i have enough time an capacity to explain my last 8 months. But i can say that, i have grown up! May be too much, because most of the people around me or i meet here seem to me so childish, so immature and ignorant!
I was always missing sth in my life which makes me sad all the time! I have found what makes me happy! The thing which makes me happy is TO TRAVEL! I cannot help but i just wanna travel! The only thing i was missing was travelling! So, by now, i have discovered it, i am the happiest person in the world. No matter how a life is waiting for me full of responsibilities!
My experiences up until now have taught me a lot of things that now i cannot imagine myself one year ago! What a little child i was! I dont care anything but i will follow what i'd like to do! That's to travel! No matter how difficuties i will come across, like being a turkish needing a visa from bastards. I dont care. No one will be able to stop me!
My life, literally, is standing by me, and i am looking at it as if i am watching a tv-serie. I dont know what will happen next week. I only have some prohecy. That's all.
A brand-new life is waiting for me in İstanbul for the next season. I am so excited to see and experience it. Even though i most probably wont be able to find the chance to travel too often. I dont care. I just wanna take my popcorn and sit on my couch and watch my life. It will be fun i think. It was before that my life turns out to be boring.
I just know two things for the close future. I will rent an apatment and i will get a scooter for me. That's all and enough to know beforehand:)
I love my new life. I am reborn at the age of 21. che bello! figissimo!
xoxo
H.
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